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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:26:55 GMT -5
For my other half
some say i'm foolish some say i'm mad but you are the best love that i ever had pointing your charger you rode like a knight into the battle to show me the light
gave me new meaning showed me a sign just when i'd reached the end of the line gave me the courage to face what i must taught me a way i could totally trust
i've been ashamed of some things i have done i know in your eyes that i'm second to none there are times i have stayed when i wanted to run you alone taught me my life could be fun
we've danced in the moonlight held hands on the shore i've been up to heaven who could want more you are my hero my knight and my king how i adore you ,you make my heart sing
i look to the future and not to the past i don't know what hit me it happened so fast no words can express how i'm feeling today i've been raised up i've been carried away
to a magical mystical wonderful land you take me there with a touch of your hand one brush of your lips and i feel so elated you are the best thing that god has created
the two worded thank you is never enough your always there when the going gets tough my once damaged heart is now on the mend so thank you my saviour my lover my friend
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:27:19 GMT -5
you can't knock me down
i'll shout it loud im gay and proud and nothing they can do can make me feel i lost the deal im always staying true
to who i am wont live a sham life is how u make it if u cant cope and lose all hope they'll take your will and break it
this life is mine i'll make it shine i'll be who i want to be the ones who care are here to share the person who is me
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:27:53 GMT -5
for ben, my angle, my partner, my friend
In love
i'm the grape your the vine i'm the water your the wine i'm the silver your the gold i'm the creases your the fold in my darkness your my light i'm the wrong and your the right your the healer for my pain i'm the loss and your the gain your the fire that lights my flame your the picture i'm your frame i'm the lock and your my key your my eyes when i can't see i'm the branch and your the tree your the salt that fills my sea your the high that lifts my low i'm the ribbon your the bow i'm the map your my direction i'm the blemish your perfection your the cream and i'm the milk i'm the cotton your the silk i'm the needle your my thread your every thought that fills my head
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:28:18 GMT -5
day after day you laugh in my face the way you behave is a flaming disgrace you must be so proud hiding behind that cruel sense of humour it must be a bind i dont give a dam for the words that you say i'm worth two of you any time any day i wouldn't give you any great satisfaction say want you want you will get no reaction i'll do what i want with no help from you you must be sick the things that you do you are the one who needs help not me so caught up in hatred you'll never be free if that is your only perception of fun the baggage you carry must weigh a ton your ears are deaf and your eyes are so blind your wearing your blinkers to be so unkind what goes around can come around too and i'd be so careful, if i were you what makes you think that your way is right i'll never give in never put up a fight thats what you want you know that its true well never from me you'll just have to stew i've got my man and whatever you say i love him to bits so just go away when your with a girl do i interfere i bet if i did you would cry in your beer it takes a real man to stand up for himself you'll be the one left alone on the shelf go away little boy cos thats what you are your stuck in a rut and you'll never go far
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:28:36 GMT -5
least we forget
today there are so many words i'd really like to say its sad that in this day and age you died because your gay
what a pointless waste of life with so much left to do even just the thought of it just breaks my heart into
why did they have to do it did it really turn them on because of homophobia another life is gone
it makes me sick and angry to think my fellow man could really be so callous just because they can
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:29:00 GMT -5
written for a friend who raised her lads alone
from three wheeled trykes to moter bikes from dungerees to leaters from lullabuys to rock and roll we rode the stormy weathers from building bricks to three card tricks from lemonades to beers from bubble baths to after shave you saw me through the years
i wish you dad were here today to see what i see now like me he'd be so proud of you we made it through somehow for you i laughed when i wanted to cry for you i lived when i wanted to die you are the best friends a girl ever had a gift oh so precious left by your dad
when i wanted to turn my back on life and find somewhere to hide i'd turn around and there you were forever on my side you needed me i needed you we came together fine we made it through the lonely years withstood the test of time
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:30:19 GMT -5
if i had the power to take away pain i'd stop all your teardrops falling like rain i'd hold you forever and never let go love and protect you love don't you know
if wishes were wings the whole world would fly and i'd be with you in the blink of an eye if love was an anchor dropped in the sea then time would stand still for just you and me
if dreams could come true i'd be with you now if stars could be reached i'd get one somehow i'd watch as it sparkled and danced in your eyes and we lived in a land where love never dies
if i was the one you woke up with each day i'd stop all the obstacles blocking your way i'd shower you with roses and presents galore each day of your life would be worth living for
but as i am destined to love from afar and i don't have the power to to reach for a star i just have to watch you and hope for the best that your pain is short lived and let love do the rest
my heart is full up with the love that it holds i'm watching your life as it slowly unfolds i'm hoping and praying that one day you'll find the love you deserve and your own peace of mind
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:31:06 GMT -5
A childs dream
when i was young and you were old i thought the world was made of gold and life could spin it's silver thread around the thoughts in side my head i was young and knew it all like cinderella at her ball i thought that i would get the chance to meet my prince and dance the dance with maids to grant my every wish and chefs to cook my favorite dish and oh my love i never knew that riches came from loving you at seventeen i had it all pride had'nt come before the fall i still believed that dreams came true i hardy ever looked at you at eighteen on my wedding day you smiled at me i looked away patiently you took your turn behind the lessons i must learn i wore the finest silk and lace as lines appeared on your face at twenty one i bore his child he drank alot becoming wild along the busy streets we'd roam searching pubs to bring him home and everytime he spilled his seed another hungry mouth to feed another time another place another bruise upon my face another promise from his lips another greasy plate of chips another soap line on the telly another child inside my belly hungry kids with snotty noses beds no longer lined with roses at twenty six i knocked your door not sure what i was looking for but ready now to admit defeat with six young children at my feet your door and heart were opened wide you beckoned me to come inside with tears streaming down my face i fell into your warm embrace child of mine you whispered low my darling i have missed you so mingled kisses mingled tears as fate rolled back the time and years my mammy standing at her gate all her anger all her hate spilling out her rage and fears into eager little ears all those years i wasted in hating all that time you were patiently waiting i'm not so young now my baby is seven God called you home to his mansion in heaven my daddy i'm a big girl now and i'm sorry i was such a cow hating you was such a crime and i wasted so much precious time
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:36:12 GMT -5
for all my friends
if we have friends to lend a hand to talk to us and understand when the going gets to much to bear u turn to them their always there they'll take your troubles in their stride there arms are always open wide they'll lend an ear to all your woes and hold you till your heartache goes they'll see you through your deepest pain and put you on your feet again friends like these are hard to find and sometimes life is so unkind but i have found the truest friends to take me where the rainbow ends no matter what i'm going through i'm proud to say my friends are you
for all my buddys with love nico xxxxx
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:36:30 GMT -5
For Ronan with love
oh my sweet love where do i start the pain that you've suffered has broken my heart you have'nt deserved what you have been through your so sweet and sincere in all that you do you don't know me from adam not even my name but i'll always be here though your joy and your pain sometimes life deals us a terrible blow i've been there my darling much more than you know sometimes you wonder where will it all end but it passes with time and broken hearts mend you've met someone special it shines in your eyes you've been given the key to where happiness lies you don't deserve less after all you've been through only a fool would deny it to you theres a right and a wrong way of how to behave and i'm so proud my darlin' your wonderfully brave when life deals us cards that we don't understand then we need someone special to lend us a hand be happy my darlin' in all that you do thats my simple prayer babe because i love you
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:37:04 GMT -5
For Baby Lauren
somewhere theres a garden beyond the starry skies my babys building castles with the starlight in her eyes she got to be an angel to good to stay on earth and nothing in my lifetime can replace what she was worth sh baby it's so cold down here so much war and pain so play on in your garden until we meet again play amongst the angels and dance with them a while when i see the sunshine it reminds me of your smile i bet your getting big now i wish that i could see that tiny part of heaven thats keeping you from me just one more time to hold you and stroke your curly hair if i could just reach heaven and find you waiting there
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:37:21 GMT -5
For someone special
i look at you you look at me and we both know ther'll never be another night to call our own after this i'll be alone with memories that can't replace that look of love upon your face the moments when you held me tight the dances stolen in the night the stars that twinkled in the sky the tender moments when we'd cry you and i know there will be the morning when i'll set you free but the night is young and tender now so i'll curtsy and you'll bow i'll move with you around the floor tight within your arms once more thoughts entwined no need to speak i tremble cos you make me weak this night is ours just you and i and though this love will never die i know you have to go away and i must face the light of day i knew your life belonged elsewhere we were lucky to have dreams to share so you go your way i'll go mine my precious one i'll be just fine just leave me here for a while my tears must pass before i smile i stand and watch you disappear and say the words you'll never hear goodbye my love you'll never know just what it cost to let you go
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:39:28 GMT -5
Life
life is a warzone sometimes i think to many things to miss if you blink man races on at a furious pace spreading his havoc all over the place it's so easy today to forget who you are so easy to hurt and devour the scar we've got to much power it's dangerous you know this world that we live in is going to blow we destroy one another at the drop of a hat fighting to get to the cream of the fat lifes lost it's way and thats really sad what happened to all of the dreams that we had lets get back to basics before it's to late and all of the love we have left turns to hate
the world is our oyster we don't have to lose we don't have to live at the end of a fuse it's so easy to hand out the guns and the tanks kill one another then hide behind ranks relax take it easy stop pacing the floor we owe it our children to live without war our kids are our future theres so much to give what right do we have to destroy where they live they are looking to us to show them the way all this will be theirs at the end of the day they grow up so quickly and time hurries by from babies to adults in the blink of an eye it's up to us now to give them a break or what sort of adults are they ging to make
kids learn by example come on make a stand teach them some values and lend them a hand it will be hard to undo all the damage we've done we've been hurting each other since time first begun but it's much worse today than ever before cos people just don't seem to care anymore children are starving in far away places it kills me to see all that pain on their faces it's so easy to accept that thats how it is but how would you like to swop places with his look at your children and hear what they say teach them the truth and don't lead them astray put down your weapons lets make a new start theres so much to live for with hope in your heart
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:39:54 GMT -5
Friendship
thank you for being a friend to me when life seemed hard to bear my failing hopes to build up my secret fears to share many a lovely day we've known many a laugh we've had thank you for being the kind of friend who shares both the good and bad
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:40:18 GMT -5
Love
i want to be near you each minute each hour i want to make love and i want to devour each moment to savour for when your not here to recall at my leisure and conquer my fear when love comes around it opens you eyes its the lowest of lows and the highest of highs it demands to be heard and it won't be denied it brings out the you thats been hidden inside
loves living for when i might see you again it's learning to give and living with pain loves the provider of wonderful dreams love never lets up it goes to extremes love makes you laugh and it brings on the tears love does the talking but love never hears love will be there whatever the price love goes ahead and never thinks twice
cos when love comes along it's there for the taking and no one is safe when loves in the making it's a gamble outrageous it's all that you need your heads talking sense your heart pays no heed love is a river it ebbs and it flows your willing to follow where ever it goes loves deepest emotions are there for the taking nerves are on edge are tattered are breaking
love is so powerful it captures your heart love brings you together and tears you apart all that love is is all that you need it's nurtured and nourished right from a seed but when the seeds planted your rarely aware till you open your eyes and the flower is there it can knock you for six clean off your feet it gives you the chills and turns up the heat
love is a passion a mountain of fire love is a couldron of deepest desire love gives you the strength to fight what you must love is so often mistaken for lust loves your worst foe and also your friend love can be gone or be there at the end love holds no bounds it must have it's way love will be love at the end of the day
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