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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:40:34 GMT -5
i wanna dance with you in the moonlight i wanna lie with you on the sand while our hearts speak to us in a language only we can understand i wanna swim with you in a river i wanna hold your hand on the shore i wanna share your love forever cos your the boy that i adore i wanna walk with you in the sunset i wanna sit with you by the fire i wanna feel you deep inside me as the wings of love us higher
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:40:49 GMT -5
Angels Wings
god had a little angel in his heavens up above he said she needed parents to shower her with love
he searched the whole world over till his eyes caught sight of you he looked back at his angel and he knew just what to do
he gently tucked her angel wings out of human sight and wrapped her up in moonbeams to help her in her flight
and now that little angel blessed with heavenly charms has become the little baby that you cradle in your arms
and god is watching over her as day by day she grows he settles back contented and smiles because he knows
just how much you love her and the pleasure that she brings he knows that when he looks at her she's hiding angels wings
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:41:21 GMT -5
A doggy Tale
Ronan my puppy's a right little clown when your feeling tired he's going to town with toy pup in mouth he looks so appealing you know the trouble that he's been concealing you sit down to eat your food on your lap he comes racing in both his ears afap he knows what your meaning by telling him no but he cannot resist so he'll give it a go i carry him carefully up and down stairs lovingly clean up his muck and his hairs he races around me chasing his tail is this really mine he barks with a wail he sits himself down to watch whats on telly him being good no not on your nelly it'sR thinking up all the things he can do while your in the kitchen making the brew he'll empty the waste bins over the floor shout "what you doing" from under the door when we go out he comes dragging his feet poor little thing say the people we meet look poor little puppy hanging his head i sidle on past them wishing him dead no people in sight he picks up on speed walking just perfect a good boy indeed an oscar performer with so much to show it's hard to imagine now life without Ro you sit on the sofa acting the parrot asking him nicely to bring you his carrot give him a treat and watch him perform if he thinks you are laughing he goes all folorn his ears go down his brown eyes are sad you have to admit that his actions are mad although there are times i'm left totally stunned i love him to bits my lovely Dachshund
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:41:37 GMT -5
sitting here thinking of things that you said that last conversation goes round in my head i tried to be truthful i never once lied but i knew in my heart that something had died you'd never believe me so why should i try whats the big deal in asking me why how can i tell you what has gone wrong when deep in your heart you know all along it started last summer on a beautiful day how could i know he would lead me astray one look in your eyes and i knew i'd betray the trust that you gave me was carried away on the wings of an angel who happened along from the minute i saw him i knew i'd belong always and forever in his warm safe embrace gazing forever on his beautiful face so pull down the ace that you hide up your sleeve for you know in your heart that i still have to leave how on earth could i stay with you after his touch and for your information i love him so much so make me feel guilty but it doesn't impress when he is the one that i want to carress he's so god dam sexy what else can i say while the cat is away the mice have to play we've no longer a future its sad but its true i've nothing to gain by remaining with you so drown all your sorrows tell all your friends do what you must now but it's how it ends he's waiting outside with his good looks and money and when i am with him i'll think of you honey i'll concentrate hard on past tears shed and all of of those others you took to your bed it's my turn my darlin'you know what they say wait long enough every dog has his day
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:41:55 GMT -5
oh my sweet love where do i start the pain that you've suffered has broken my heart you have'nt deserved what you've been through your so sweet and sincere in all that you do you don't know me from adam not even my name but i'll always be here though your joy and your pain sometimes life deals us a terrible blow i've been there my darling much more than you know sometimes you wonder where will it all end but it passes with time and broken hearts mend you've met someone special it shines in your eyes you've been given the key to where happiness lies you don't deserve less after all you've been through only a fool would deny it to you theres a right and a wrong way of how to behave and i'm so proud my darlin' your wonderfully brave when life deals us cards that we don't understand then we need someone special to lend us a hand be happy my darlin' in all that you do thats my simple prayer babe because i love you
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:42:21 GMT -5
i know that if i let you you would steal away my heart and sooner rather than later it could all just fall apart it's a story so familiar it could easily be a lie if love could last forever then surely tears would dry but my questions need an answer and i know you want to please and everyone whoose been in love has emotions such as these i need someone to believe in so please answer if you can i don't know how to trust you after all your just a man are you just like all the others looking out for number one will you love me then desert me when the sentiment is gone there are plenty i have trusted needing love to keep me warm there are hatchets i have burried i'v been looked upon with scorn you look at me in silence blue green eyes filled up with pain something deep inside of me knows you have felt the rain i want to reach for you and hold you give you everything you need but my trust is hard to come by and broken hearts still bleed you can't give me reassurence hand out the guarantees that your never going to hurt me or bring me to me knees i know that it's not easy but please tell me what to do what if i turn the tables and i end up hurting you a part of me is longing to get up and run away but the part of me that loves you wants to trust in you and stay lets try to talk it over see what answers we can find inside i know you love me never mind that love is blind but loving you's a gamble and the price of love is high can i trust in you to help me i'm so scared that it might die i'm not sure that i can take it i've been so hurt before but you could be the answer to what i'm searching for you make me feel so helpless when you look at me that way we could maybe take it slowly learn together day by day for now lets be together allow our feelings to be shared facing all of our tomorrows knowing each of us has cared
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:42:36 GMT -5
today my heart is breaking and i'm feeling very sad and i know i should be happy that your going to be a dad but i can't my heart is breaking and it hurts so very much once upon a time it was me you loved to touch
just when i'm going thrugh the pain of losing you this way along comes the news your going to marry any day i want you to be happy and i'm trying really trying but its taking all my willpower just to stop myself from crying
how can she possibly love you the way i once loved you how can i keep on smiling with all i'm going through i guess its cos i'm vunerable i was hurting anyway i want to wish you happiness but the words refuse to say
i want to run to you and hold you and beg you on my knees please my love i worship you don't do this to me please shes going to show the world she's got what once you gave to me i don't want her to have your baby i want you to be free
i accuse her of being selfish and i know i'm just the same i have to find my own way of dealing with the pain i have to suffer it in silence no one here can understand what it feels like when you look at her or when she holds your hand
this is more than just plain jealousy this is raw and bleeding pain why did you have to come along and make me love you once again my mariachi how i need you what am i going to do i'm caught hook line and sinker in the web of loving you
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:45:10 GMT -5
if i were yours and you were mine you'd always be my valentine our love would bloom just like a flower every minute of every hour every day a different tune i'd carry you up to the moon up there we'd count the stars above each one spelling out our love i'd chase the shadows from your eyes fill your days with sunny skies so climb in side my heart and see what joy could come from loving me
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:45:26 GMT -5
THE JUNKIE
THEY SAY WE HURT THE ONES WE LOVE I GUESS IT'S PROBALY TRUE BUT HOW DO YOU COPE WHEN YOU LOSE ALL HOPE AND THE ONE'S THAT YOU LOVE HURT YOU
ALL YOUR NEEDS AND PLANTED SEEDS AND EVERY THING THAT MATTERED GO OUT OF SIGHT IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT AND ALL YOUR DREAMS LIE SHATTERED
THE LIES YOU TOLD THE THINGS YOU SOLD ANYTHING SO YOU COULD SCORE ALL OUR DREAMS AND MIGHT HAVE BEENS SILENCED BY DEATHS DARK DOOR
YOU HAD A CHOICE YOU HAD A VOICE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO START AND TIME CAN'T HEAL AND TIME CAN'T SEAL YOUR LOVED ONES BROKEN HEART
dark i know but a warning me thinks
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:45:54 GMT -5
she sits by her window as tears fill her eyes looking at yesterday so near her demise folk pass her by not a thought in their head for a lonely old woman holding on by a thread all of her life she had lived on this street yesterdays hero's she sees from her seat a nation wiped out all the young men were gone shes gives a small whimper remembering John nineteen fourteen and the soldiers so brave not over by christmas they went to their grave those who survived ignored by the same people in power who called up their name they gassed them and left them to die in the mud an ocean of poppies marked red like there blood with unseeing eyes she remembered the day the telegram boy never passed on his way instead he propped up his bike by the door with out him she could'nt go on anymore it may have been weeks and it may have been days her life in her bedroom blocked out by the haze a land fit for hero's thats what they said how they gathered on corners like beggers instead slowly she rose,again that pain in her chest if she could just get to sleep she needed her rest she watched as the bright light hovered above a smile on her face as she spotted her love with tears raining down she whispered his name as he reached out his hand she felt no more pain together they floated towards the bright light and the papers reported she died in the night
for milly and john rest in peace love ye
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:46:23 GMT -5
somtimes its so hard just being me please break the chains and set my soul free in this day and age would you believe places so often ask us to leave sometimes i long to pack up and flee be the person they want me to be but where would it get me not very far its so very hard to change who you are the churches condem us to a lifetime of hell they spell it out loudly as clear as a bell god does'nt want us thats what they say we'd all burn in hell if they had their way but my dada says son your a man in my eyes and nobody knows where there destiny lies he says just to forgive and just let things be my da da thanks god for the day he had me so when i am down and the jeering begins i think of my da da at night when he sings he sings of his sons the straight and the gay the sun warms my back the clouds roll away
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:46:43 GMT -5
i wanna hold you in my arms tonight i wanna forget the reasons why we fight nothing matters its just you and me lost inside our fantasy
i wanna bring new meaning to our lives forget the words that cut like knives remember how we once believed in this love that we concieved
i wanna see the light dance in your eyes i wanna forget the pain and all the lies turn back the hands of time to when we did'nt have to count to ten
i wanna see that smile thats just for me turn my back on reality please don't say our love is dead bring the good times back instead
i wanna feel the magic of your touch forget the times we've hurt to much please don't throw our love away i'll always love you come what may
back to back we face the wall and thats the saddest part of all once you made my dreams come true now its me,not me and you
i watch you while you sleep my love and have a word with him above let tomorrow be the day rekindled love comes home to stay
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:46:59 GMT -5
have i ever told you just what you mean to me your everything i'll ever need and all i'd like to be you give me inspiration and strength to carry on your everything thats good in life all rolled into one when my faith has took a tumble like it has from time to time you've put me on your shoulders and whispered i'll be fine without you i am nothing you know that much is true that fact i've made it this far has all been down to you so many times you've lifted me and never once complained you fed and clothed and sheltered me and kept me entertained on sleepless nights you've sat with me and listened to my thoughts you added up my brownie points and canceled out the noughts when i lost my little sister you were there to help me through i will never in this lifetime meet a friend as sweet as you we've come this far and shared so much tis like a dream to me how come that i deserve you, my priceless entity you shower me with affection and keep me safe and sound you cool my irish temper and keep my feet on solid ground i wake up every morning thanking God for his sweet grace in sending you from heaven to keep the smile upon my face in time when i have lost it you gave me back control you are the peace within me, together we're a whole how can i ever thank you there are no words to say just how much you mean to me in every single way we've chased that neon rainbow wherever it has led held hands out in the moonlight when others are abed there is no one more desirable to dwell inside my heart we've shared each others troubles right from the very start your up there on your pedestal i know you'll never fall i'm blessed that i have known you the greatest of them all you gave me back my self respect, restored my dignity my heart is firmly on my sleeve for all the world to see.
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:47:15 GMT -5
i thought i could make it all on my own no one could hurt me if i stood all alone i thought i was clever at hiding my feelings thought i could take lifes wheelings and dealings i buried my emotions i thought i was strong i failed to see how my plans could go wrong it's hard to survive in this game they call life you can't turn your back for fear of the knife then you came along and you wanted to care i sent you bad vibes and you'd better beware what you put up with and why did you do it i just wasn't worth it and surely you knew it i wouldn't be tamed i just had to stay wild hadn't they nick named me lucifers child you scared me to death the things that you said i wouldn't let you love me i'd rather be dead i'd fight you i'd bite you go away get lost but you stayed by my side and to hell with the cost i'd never let you love me i had to much to lose and i'd split the scene if i was standing in your shoes it had been years since i'd cried or showed any emotion i was the devils child and unworthy of devotion you'd always stick up for me were always on my side i think i blew your mind the first time that i cried i must have cried for hours and i really soaked your shirt you told me that you loved me and i rose up out the dirt so thank you my darling without you i'd be dead you offered me a shoulder to rest my weary head sometimes something happens to turn your life around an angel came from heaven to keep me safe and sound i still can't quite believe it but your here and so i must a child hell bent on trouble has finally learnt to trust
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:47:32 GMT -5
my grans told me of days gone by of fields and daisy chains when neighbours left there doors unlocked and steam propelled the trains
when news was spread via corner shops and gaslight lit the streets when every step was donkey stoned and mangles squeezed the sheets
when smoke rose from the chimney tops and turned the washing grey when children saw themselves to school and the rag man pulled his drey
she said somedays were really tough and food was hard to find but friends were worth their weight in gold and gave her peace of mind
when children played out on the streets with footballs made of rags and uncles pawn shop made a bomb and shops would sell five fags
when every boy was scrutinised before he met her daughter first he had to come to tea before she'd let him court her
my grans so tough survived the war and lives in yesterday i love to sit and hear her tales she has so much to say
we take so much for granted now technologys such a seller what memories will fill my mind when i'm the story teller
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