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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:47:47 GMT -5
if we have friends to lend a hand to talk to us and understand when the going gets to much to bear u turn to them their always there they'll take your troubles in their stride there arms are always open wide they'll lend an ear to your woes and hold you till your heartache goes they'll see you through your deepest pain and put you on your feet again friends like these are hard to find and sometimes life is so unkind but i have found the truest friends to take me where the rainbow ends no matter what i'm going through i'm proud to say my friends are you
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:48:09 GMT -5
i remember the moment they knocked on my door they told me you wouldn't be home anymore i told them thats silly i'm cooking your tea the news they were giving was not meant for me they took me to see you i sat on a chair i kissed your cold lips and stroked your soft hair how could i leave you in a place cold as ice so white and so sterile and not very nice they led me away and i made my way home how could you leave me to face life alone i went to our bedroom and lay on the bed and cuddled the pillow that once held your head how could i think theres no us anymore with your book lying open at page twenty four only this morning i kissed you goodbye i brushed down your jacket and straightened your tie we made plans to meet up and visit the shops for dinner you fancied a couple of chops the table lays waiting to seat us for two the meat in the kitchen lies waiting for you i loved you so much your the boy i adore how come the angels needed you more they said it was quick that you wouldn't have known i hope they were gentle taking you home i pick up our photo taken in spain now splattered with tears falling like rain there are so many angels up in the sky but you were so special and to young to die oh god up in heaven how can it be youv'e taken the angel belonging to me give him the kiss with the feathery touch hold him and tell him i miss him so much don't let him be lonely he'd hate that you know theres someone down here who is needing him so his short life was over before it began he'd only just changed from a boy to a man god bless my darling enjoy your sweet sleep forgive me the tears that i have to weep thank you for showing me love while you could i'll love you forever and i'm being good sometimes i wake in the dead of the night i swear its your arms that are holding me tight in that sweet moment i'm freed from all pain knowing one day i will see you again we'll hold hands by the river where still waters flow surrounded by love wherever we go we'll never be parted together we'll roam you'll be there waiting to carry me home
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:48:42 GMT -5
its not fair my little one your life has only just begun you fill my life with so much joy my happy bouncing little boy at least you cannot feel the pain and one day you will walk again i miss the things we used to share but love is going to get you there at five months old we have to try your far to young to have to die love will save you in the end i know your back is going to mend i don't care what i have to pay i'm here beside you all the way one day we'll walk those fields again my gorgeous dachshund puppy shane
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:49:00 GMT -5
nothing you can say or do can stop this heart from loving you i'll stand by you through think and thin theres times we'll lose and times we'll win
for i have loved you for so long i need your love to make me strong other loves have faded fast this love we have was born to last
from the time i wake until i sleep i dwell inside this love so deep there is no mountain we can't climb we're bound together for all time
there are days i didn't want to face and dreams i've tried so hard to chase there were things i never reconised until i looked into your eyes
then suddenly my world was brighter the steps i walked becoming lighter and everything fell into place within the beauty of your face
and as we travel down lifes path theres times we'll cry and times we'll laugh days we'll face the stormy weather my love we'll conquer these together
these dreams we have just might come true this world exists for me and you so hold me now and don't let go i love the love i've come to know
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:51:04 GMT -5
you lift me up on the wings of a dove i'm riding high on the sweetest of love no one can move me the way that you do i'm swept away on an ocean called you
you melted a heart that was filled up with ice took me away to our own paradise you reach out and touch me like no one else can help me transform from a boy to a man
i'm blown away by the touch of your kiss nobody said there were moments like this theres noboby else that i need to convince everyone knows i'm bewitched by a prince
one look in your eyes and thats me in a trance lost in their wonder you make my heart dance your voice is like music it rings in my ears there nothing quite like it to move me to tears
the flames been ignited it burns oh so bright a halo of virtue that shines in the night theres no one as precious and none can replace the way that i feel when i gaze on your face
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:51:29 GMT -5
if i had the power to take away pain i'd stop all your teardrops falling like rain i'd hold you forever and never let go love and protect you love don't you know
if wishes were wings the whole world would fly and i'd be with you in the blink of an eye if love was an anchor dropped in the sea then time would stand still for just you and me
if dreams could come true i'd be with you now if stars could be reached i'd get one somehow i'd watch as it sparkled and danced in your eyes and we lived in a land where love never dies
if i was the one you woke up with each day i'd stop all the obstacles blocking your way i'd shower you with roses and presents galore each day of your life would be worth living for
but as i am destined to love from afar and i don't have the power to to reach for a star i just have to watch you and hope for the best that your pain is short lived and let love do the rest
my heart is full up with the love that it holds i'm watching your life as it slowly unfolds i'm hoping and praying that one day you'll find the love you deserve and your own peace of mind
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:51:50 GMT -5
sometimes its hard to face life all alone emotions are raw and they cut to the bone i took you for granted like only i could now i want you back and i try to be good
no matter how hard i wish on that star i just cannot find the place where you are i just didn't listen i thought i knew best i took all that love put you to the test
now you are gone and i'm totally lost i just never knew the price it would cost losing you's left me alone on the shelf each day it gets harder to be by myself
i pick up the phone and put it back down i wanted to tell you without you i'd drown the sound of your voice is to much to bear its hard to take in that you no longer care
if i had the power to turn back the time to a happier place when you were all mine i'd sure learn my lesson this time around i'd listen to reason both feet on the ground
i cannot believe what a fool i have been i lost your love through jealousy green as i face up to the things that i lack i can only pray one day you'll be back
meantime be happy and darlin' take care keep holding onto the love that is there your such a good person and thats what i miss this message delivered and sealed with a kiss
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:52:11 GMT -5
i look through the window and what do i see two tiny blue eyes smiling at me
i watched as she lifted you out of your crib tested your bottle and tied on your bib
my arms longed to hold you as once they had done this pain that i'm feeling is second to none
you lool oh so pretty in pink satin lace you seem so contented a smile on your face
i hope you'll be happy and grow to be strong in this house full of love is where you belong
what could i give you compared to all this love won't buy your food just a hug and a kiss
they've so much to offer you've so much to gain i just had to come here to see you again
to make sure your happy and not missing me all i'll have left is this sweet memory
and a little pink bunny that sits on my bed stained with your odour and the tears i have shed
i turn from the window my head in a whirl i'll miss you forever my sweet baby girl
in my situation it left me no option the papers i signed placed you for adoption
i know in my heart i did the right thing i just didn't realise the pain it would bring
but i see how she loves you and how her eyes shine as i walk from your life for the very last time
i'll never forget you you'll always be here inside my heart so precious so dear
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:52:34 GMT -5
sometimes i sit and look at you where did it all go wrong this love that started beautifully is going for a song
sometimes it gets so hard for me it used to be such fun its just not what it was for me when love had first begun
sometimes i think of leaving you but wheres this boy to go these are thoughts that fill my head more often than you know
sometimes i long to turn back time to when our love was new things were so much better then our arguments were few
sometimes i feel your eyes on me and wonder what your thinking do you ever want like me to save this ship thats sinking
we've built a wall thats hard to climb this love was meant to last how can it be that you and me are sliding downhill fast
sometimes i think without you here that i would surely die so take my hand and comfort me its worth just one more try
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:52:49 GMT -5
sometimes its hard to get things right theres times your going to fall sometimes the people that you love don't know you at all
wrap my arms around myself and try to stop the shaking not an easy thing to do you know your heart is breaking
give myself a talking to put away your letter wishing you were here with me to kiss this hurting better
build a wall around myself to offer me protection from this day i promise you i'v dropped the love connection
don't you know i trusted you i've been so hurt before just when i'd found secruity love walked out the door
good luck to you in all you do take my heart and chew it remember in the future tho you had your chance and blew it
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:53:13 GMT -5
this is for a very special little girl called kaylee
the day that god created you he must have been so wise baby your so beautiful the sun shines in your eyes if angels really came to earth then surely they would find someone who is just like you in the world they left behind just to see you smile at me really brightens up my day baby your the sweetest thing that ever came my way i have to say sweet kaylee that loving you is fun i want to wish three things for you the moon the stars the sun
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:53:36 GMT -5
megan
The angels hover near you theyv'e come to take you home to a place so full of children you'll never be alone
remember all the stories the dragons and the knights the goblins and the fairies the princes in their tights
you were Gods special angel he needed you real bad he saved a place just for you where no ones ever sad
where the sunshine shines forever and dances in your eyes no one is ever bad to you and no one ever cries
life is full of slides and swings Barbie dolls and songs a place where you'll feel safe at last up where you belong
all the pain will go away and never reappear for all these reasons little one i would'nt keep you here
so let the angels take your hand and free you from all pain spread your wings and fly away until we meet again
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:53:56 GMT -5
for Ben
have i ever told you just what you mean to me sometimes the things i want to say don't come so easily
because i cannot say them just when you want me to doesn't mean i'm feeling any less than you
i know its quite frustrating when the words i want to say come across so different and are took another way
the fact that i am with you should tell you how i feel that special way i look at you should say what i conceal
you know you cannot change me i do the best i can the years wev'e spent together proves that i'm your man
i can write it with a passion you know that much is true yet when your right beside me can't say those words to you
i bring you home the roses i cook for you at night all these hidden meanings prove your mr right
bet that suprised you didnt it guys its the gods honest truth thats probaly why i'm a writer xxxxx
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Post by *Sexy Feehily* on Sept 9, 2009 16:54:11 GMT -5
today there are so many words i'd really like to say its sad that in this day and age you died because your gay
what a pointless waste of life with so much left to do even just the thought of it just breaks my heart into
why did they have to do it did it really turn them on because of homophobia another life is gone
it makes me sick and angry to think my fellow man could really be so callous just because they can
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Post by xX_Nicky's_Fantasy_Fan_Xx on Sept 10, 2009 15:50:46 GMT -5
No words, just breathtaking! xxxx
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