Poem for Nicky by Suze

[*Sexy Feehily*]

The day that I first saw you
I knew within my soul
That I had found the person
Who could really make me whole,
Your eyes, deep and compelling,
Your smile so warm and tender,
Touched my heart, seared my mind,
Such a sweet surrender.
You were the only person
I wanted for all time,
But you were not available,
I couldn't make you mine.
I tried hard to forget you,
But you were always there.
My heart lay crushed and broken
In the wreckage of despair.
I see you with your sweetheart,
I just can't bear the pain,
But there's a way that we can be
Together once again.
In life my heart remains unquenched,
My love lies unrequited,
But somewhere in eternity
We can be reunited.
I hope you have a happy life,
I promise I will wait
In that ethereal afterlife
Just next to Heaven's gate,
And when we finally meet again
(and I hope it won't be long)
For all time and eternity
We'll be where we belong.

[*Sexy Feehily*]

His hair is like the golden sun,
His eyes are bright and blue,
He's everything a girl could want,
But sadly, he's not you

His smile would melt the hardest heart,
He's quite a catch, it's true,
He turns heads everywhere he goes
But sadly, he's not you

His voice is like the rushing wind,
He sings like an angel, too,
He dances just like Nureyev
But sadly, he's not you

He says I am his perfect girl,
He swears our love is true,
He could be mine for evermore
But sadly, he's not you

Why do I lie there in my bed
And cry the whole night through?
There is no future with this boy
Cos Nicky, he's not you